Has anyone seen this? It's predebut NJ and Z8co. I'm posting part of it. He got a start in the underground scene because of this song.
Reality like fucking shit
My life is just scribbles with a part of it erased
The broken pieces that are endless no matter how I try to gather them up
These things corner me even more
The darkness that seems to want to kill me strangles my neck
Uh fuck that
My fucking worthless choices that fail
The endless war
The kids who are pushing me around like they want to castrate me should shut up quickly
I won’t go easily
Like thunderstorm in snow, it only seems like I’m letting it go easily
After dissing like wack
Suddenly to work on clearing my head to the reality that tightens around me
What the hell am I?
I try to innocently go my way but it’s not easy
[Verse 2: Nakseo]
Because I’m living a useless life, today is again shitty
Making work of repeating this, amongst excited expressions
The daily life inserted passes with no effort or significance
But let’s at least not to lose my source of bread and butter
I hammer home, and walk, and the shitty way you talk
Might as well jerk off and go to sleep, fuck
Today’s compass is fiery efforts in studying
Dedication, must we really with late night studies
Acting as slaves to notebook and pen
My bio-rhythm slowed to nothing, I can’t seem to fix it
My terrible lifestyle comes out even in my rap, causing trouble
Your middle-schooler souls that got beaten up are so pitiful
It’s never easy, after the gamble that never falls
Did you imagine what would come out?
If you knew, you were early to be bright
Go get fucked, Fuck you
If you still don’t know, Everybody Attention
The track, ‘Fuck Cockroachez,’ was a collaboration between RM and Block B’s Zico first released in 2008. Although, RM and Zico performed at multiple concerts together over the
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Here's btees predebut tracks. Most of it was NJ. No wonder he feels stifled and lost. He got stuck in an idol group and ended up singing the last three songs. He's rich beyond his dreams and lost what he cared about. Money makes you comfortable but can't comfort your soul.