Took me an hour but I finally got through catching up and liking a lot of posts. Anyway, as most of you already know, I'm usually firm with my beliefs on bts, and I always say that they definitely deserve whatever punishments they're going to get soon, and you may be surprised when I say this, but I actually have a problem with reading Fanfiction. It's not the members x other members but Fanfiction like "member x y/n" type of stories. Sometimes I get into a state of denial of how evil Hollywood is, so I read Fanfiction and pretend there, that at least everyone is normal. I guess it's a slight coping mechanism.
I've already accepted the way this world is, (you'd know that if you seen my blunt attitude and resentful posts concerning bts) but there's some moments where I can't stand the fact it has to be this way so I isolate myself and start reading stories. Is anyone else going through the same thing and/or would like to give me some tips on how to just suck it up and continue living my life cause...
...It's funny how I can get quickly irritated by watching the news on TV and suddenly they're updating us on some random bts concert coming soon, to the point where I mute the TV 'til it's over and yet I can type up lovey dovey stories of them with no problem